I am happy, sad and in between right now.
I am ecstatic to be returning to a place with warmth, topography, decent storms, friends, family and my crazy little cat. But I’m also pretty scared about how lost I will be when I get back. I think I need a different career and I don’t know what. I’d like to get back into an environmental based job, but I’d also like to use my art. We’re flat out broke, which is never a good time to have a not quite midlife crisis. We think we’ll have to share house with uni students or something for while in Wollongong. Knowing my luck, we’ll end up with someone who farts like a tractor and leaves narky post it notes complaining about all my paint and pencil shavings everywhere. God, I hate them already.
I’m also going to miss lots of things from here like…
– The canals and the old, Dutch architecture. Except maybe not the extremely steep staircases of doom. Nothing like having several drinks and being faced with one of those almost vertical Dutch staircases to and from the toilets. Flynn fell down the last few steps of one once, straightened up, faced the room and announced to the whole pub that he’d just taken the short cut.
– When the council can’t be bothered to mow the grass and gets farmers to bring flocks of sheep to wander the edges of the bike paths and the park and eat it instead.
– The sudden and insane transformation that is European Spring. Big, brightly coloured flowers pop up everywhere and plants grow as if they’re on steroids.
– Watching all the things the Dutch can do while they ride a bike. They’re texting and drinking a litre of milk with flowers under one arm and a ladder under another. It’s amazing.
– Being able to walk everywhere easily and thus, notice more things. Like that one of Captain Planet’s Planeteers has died…
or that this city defensive wall has a water gate that looks like the medieval version of Luna Park…
The town with this watergate also had an awesome crest.
– The ENORMOUS Herring gulls. Man I want one. I love their haughty, intimidating stare and the way they tapdance for worms.
– Tasting interesting beer that we can’t get in Australia. Except that sour beer I had recently. It tasted exactly like a big glass of malt vinegar. Don’t go there. This one was good for obvious reasons…
– The funny Dutch words like knuffel for hug, urinemonster for urine sample, slagroom for cream, handschoenen for gloves, honkbalhandschoenen for base ball gloves, snotterfilm for sad romance movie… the list is endless. Oh and this…
Alsjeblieft means please…